HapPy anD afrAiD at The SamE tiMe

I know I am supposed to be happy because I will start college in less than a month. However, I feel happy and afraid at the same time. At this point in my life I am ready to take any challenge because I think I did the hard part all ready: to come here. My parents are content because I will be the first of three children to go to college and they are giving me everything I need. Without my family I don't think I can do everything I have done already. Now I will have the opportunity to be more independent and do whatever I want because I will be living on campus. But I will not take advantage of the trust my parents give me and I will do what I am supposed to. I don't know what to expect in my first days as a freshman in college, but I want to try new things. I am scared of my grammar because I guess that I have to write a lot of essays so I will do my best. Another thing is that I don't have money and I don't know exactly what are the college expenses. Anyways, if you want something you always have to give something in instance and I will do that.